AH!!

Am I.... am I..... ok??
Eh... about this question.... the answer should be .... not sure...
I am a bit scare right now, afraid of doing something wrong, afraid of not giving the best I could.... afraid of annoying someone.... since when have I become so scared, how should I explain all the mess feelings in my heart now... or should I not define them and just let the time wash it away, honestly saying.... I don't know.... Since when, I started to think so much, and why my heart is in a mess.... I thought I should be alright already, not haven't I. I should be alright by now, I must and I will..... ><