Tuesday, November 25, 2008

This is a work needed for english essay

Basic English Writing
Joe
B9707026
Physical Therapy
2008/11/25

Qualities of a Good Paramedic

Introduction: We all have different definition about the term “good paramedics”, to me; however, good paramedics must have the passion and willingness to serve the other.
Body:
1) Being passionate means you will help your patient or others with all of your efforts.
2) Willingness determines the attitude towards the patient, poor attitude can result in negative results.
3) Being friendly is another important factor, carry a smile on the face, do not let the patient feel uncomfortable
4) Being responsible allows a good paramedic to have his or hers fullest attention on each and every single cases.
Conclusion: With all these qualities and applying them appropriately, a good paramedic can perform his or her abilities to the fullest.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

selfish of self-protection?

You might have heard this before, although this might sounds like a direct translation, it's that if you don't live for yourself, the world shall be destroyed. Put it simply, what it means is that live for yourself, do things that benefit you. This what is happening in our modern society, however, there is still some exceptions where they do care for others and willing to sacrifise for others. However, this type of people is becoming less as the world modernize.

I have met those kind people before, especially the days in Singapore, most of my friends are willing to help others even if they are very busy. We are true to each other as the smile we give to each other is the truest and the laughter we had is real becuase we had the true fun together. There won't be any backstabbing, although it happened before, but it is not that serious, more like a joke. We can play for the whole day without worrying anything, that is why I cherish my friends that I met in Singapore, even if we might not be able to meet each other again.

As I came back to Taiwan and entered NTNU, I was forced to put on a "protection", such that I won't be hurt by others. I realized that a part of my misery that I am suffering now is caused by meeting the wrong kind of people. I used to trust others totally, but I was being betrayed even though I am true to them. I used to help others whenever possible, but my efforts were being wasted when they threw those hurtful and mean words at my face. Even though I did all that I can for her, but in the end I was being hurt deeply. The Second term which lasted from March to end of June in NTNU is like a hell for me. Although you may hear other people saying they enjoyed it, the difference is because that the people we met are different. During that period of time, I really cannot trust anyone around me, because I was being backstabbed by the one who I respected the most. Those whom I trusted say bad things about me and her behind my back even though they say they are doing this for my benefit, preventing me from being hurt by her. But just wait a second, since when I need others to help when they are adding on to the problem. I can't tell if their smiles are meant to be friendly or they are having some evil plan in their heads again. I can't help myself from getting more self-centered .

However, as I enter CGU, I am getting back to my normal self, where I can be true to other and trust those friends that I have now. I am those kind of person who feels upset when I can't be true to others and unable to trust anyone, this just make my life so miserable. I do not want to live for myself only, this kind of life is simply too vake, I want to live for my family, for the one I love, for those friends that I cherish the most, and why only live for yourself?

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

It's cold....

I am sitting in the computer lab right now with a temperature of 12 Degrees Celsius outside the room. I think you must agree that it is really cold out there, and I really don't want to walk out of this room...... what will cold weather reminds you of? Steamboat, sadness, hot bath or a cup of hot coco XD To me, last year's winter was the best time I ever had, or I should say it's the most happiest time in my entire year in NTNU. Thinking of something to do this winter, don't want to make it too boring...... boo.... XD

depressed...again!!!

I know, I know, life should not be such a misery, it should be full of joy and everything will be much better when the next day come. Just finished a fun and exciting birthday celebration for one of our dear classmate, but, I just don't know why I started feeling down again. The party is really fun, I guess it is the problem with myself. I am now trying hard to surpress some of my feelings and memories in order to let myself to get back to the normal life I used to have before entering NTNU. I know that this might sound weird to you as you might think I am a bit crazy or maybe out of mind. Honestly saying, I am really not feeling well, the more I try to surpress these feelings, the more exhuasted I get, and it's really difficult to erase away memory and rooted deep into my mind. I need time, in fact a lot of time before I can get better, I would love to find a "cure" that can make the curing process faster, but the "cure" I found is something that I can't afford take, at least for now...... Am I being too childish?..... sometime I would ask myself this question...... I don't want to see myself keep on falling like this, I really hope that something can appear one day and make my life better, I really wish for that.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Fillfuling week

Had a very busy but wonderful week beginning with last Monday, although there were lot of tests last week, but on the whole it's quite enjoyable as we had many activities after the tests. We didn't do anything on Monday since the lessons ended quite late in the night, so we went out on Tuesday afternoon since there was no lesson. We had a delicious lunch that did not cost us much, and we accompanied one of our friends to go for a haircut. The most amazing thing about this Barbour shop is that not only the one cutting the hair gets the service, but also those who are with him. We went inside and were invited to sit on the chair with television and drinks for us to enjoy, even though we didn't have our hair cut. however, the cost for that was that our dear friend who cut his hair must pay 400 dollars, and that is considered the standard price in that shop!! The most ridiculous thing was that we took three and half hours to do all these and came back to school only at four XD That's about it for Tuesday.

Did not go out again on Wednesday because there was a test on Thurday morning, so again, we went out on Thursday night. We took the free shuttle bus from the school that took us 40 minutes to reach the Chang Gung hospital, which can be done in 15 minutes if we go there by motocycle. Had a simple dinner and honestly saying, the meal is really "too simple"...... although it's cheap..... but the amount of meat they give is considered very very stingy...... Then we went to have ice katchang(did I spell it right lol), forgot to mention, the temperature is 17 degrees celcius on that day XD After that we bought some supper to bring back to the hostel and that's another night we had out there.

I went to visit my friend from NTNU who is now studying in Fu Ren University on Friday night. It took me about half an hour to reach there by motocycle and the traffic is in chaos, had a hard time just to get through it. He brought me to the night market which is so lousy that nothing can be done there, so we just take a look and went for our dinner. We only spent 198 dollars a person and we can eat as much as we want. This kind of stalls are quite common in Taiwan, whereby you pay a fixed price and you can take as much as you can. Then we back to his university and toured round his campus, also to his hostel to take a look. His school, Fu Ren, is really...... old..... in the sense that its building are quite small and looked... old... After that went to buy a bowl of dumpling for my senior as supper and it's time for me to come back to school.

As you can see, although there are a lot of tests, life can be still as enjoyable (wahaha), this is what I called enjoying life to the fullest!

Monday, November 10, 2008

Do I consider myself as present or past tense...

My heart has fell sick, since the end of May this year. What's the name of the illness you might ask, but I can hardly give you an answer for that, because I myself don't even know why I am in a mess and feeling low when I am alone. I guess I am just a person who simply can't forget his past... the memory that should be kept close in the heart. However, my heart can longer store anything, because it is filled with scars that someone left behind. I only manage to realise something recently, it's that you can love someone deeply, but deep in your heart you know that we can't be together forever, the love we had can only exist in the past in the form of memory. Time doesn't seems to be helping much, and I know I must overcome this so that I won't fall deeper into the darkness.

I want to thank my mum, who stayed with me and cheered me up throughout the whole summer vacation. I want to thank Tina, who is willing to listen to my thoughts and consoled me. I want to thank Eric, who is willing to come over to my house and chat with me till 4 in the morning and played around with me for 2 days. I want to thank my cousin Nai Weng, who gave me advises and talk to me whenever she is free. I want to thank my cousin Chuang Mao, who is willing to share his experience with me during the trip to China. I want to thank Grace, who chat with me during the summer vacation via MSN so that I won't feel lonely. I want to thank my classmates in ChangGung University, for all the things that we did together, which brighten up my life. Also, a big sorry to my friends in Singapore, for not chatting with you all often, I want to talk to you all after your A level!! Finally, a special thank to my two seniors, Alphie and Ayli, who chat, consoled, anaylsed and share their experiences with me which last for a long long time XD I really appreciate for all the things that you all had done for me.

Friday, November 7, 2008

Fun!!

Went to Dan Shui 3 hours ago, and I celebrated my cousin's birthday XD remembered the date wrongly... almost miss out her birthday.... bought a Starbuck Latte together with a cake from 85'C as a birthday meal for her. Although I only stayed there for a while, but we had quite a "long" chat, sounds irony isn't it. I guess that's the most exciting event of the day, Happy Birthday to my dear cousin!

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

LOVE

Has anyone, or at least someone, at the age of around 18-20 tried to define the meaning of love? I thought I use to understand the meaning of love, however the year in NTNU(National Taiwan Normal University) caused a drastic change in my view about love.



I do admit I have a past of my own, however, during that period of time, I have to face idiots that ask me, "are you sure you want to be with her forever? Won't you want to be with other girls?" Or they might tell me, "you two won't last long, even if you say you love each other." I really want to scream at them, because these idiots thought that since they are older than me, they have the rights to give comments on our relationship, they even reach a stage where they are actually reprimanding me! What is this? one of them even got ditched by his girlfriend, who gives him the right to look down at our relationship. Do they treat love as a game? or they simply don't want to see others to be happy? I have a lot of stress at that point of time due to the school works, and they are adding on the stress level. Why do I have to deal with all this? Is it because I have a girlfriend that pissed some of them(this is a fact), or I am not good enough to please those idiots?



I tried to forgot the past, however, it is really impossible. Many would tell me time will heal everything, but four months have past and time only make some of the pains fade away. Although I am not as sad as I were four months ago, but I am in mess now. How am I going to "define" the past one year in NTNU, almost three quarter of it is filled with her, and some of the things that happens nowadays keep making me recall that piece of memory. I really can't tell whether this love is a blessing to me or a disaster for me... I tried my best to satisfy her needs and requirements, I even exhausted my last bit of strength to protect her, but I must admit that I did hurt her deeply due to the fact that she and the others are giving me an amount of pressure that I can no longer withstand. I am the one who is willing to clean up the mess that she created, willing to accept all her bad habits and her temper, but why I felt that I am so stupid to do all these.... she did not force me to do all these, and why I am still so concern with all these that happened in the past. I guess I had found the reason for that. I ruined my year in NTNU which should have a happy ending, I did not put all my attention on my study which disappointed my mum, I have to deal with all the negative emotions that she and the others are giving me. I give all that I could, and in return she said that I am not protecting her mentally.



Is it always true that the love we have during the age of around 20 is always considered as puppy love? I don't treat love just a game, because if I do that, I am wasting my own time and her time.

Why do I write this essay? Because I want to let all my anger out at once so that I need not keep this in my mind and be sad about it, and this essay is dedicated to those idiots that I am mentioning, especially Mr Wong!!!!! you know who I am talking about! I am so sorry to post such informal and emotional essay, but I just can't take it anymore!