Truth--Time

Truth hurts and time heals, to me they appear to be like a twin, stand side by side and take place at the same time, although with opposite effects. However, what is happening to me is that truth has now become a blessing to me but time, on the other hand, is killing me... hurting me deep into my heart... I want to cry, I tried to cry, however, it seems that my tears has long been dried. My heart and mind have fell sick, and my feelings are in a mess. Fortunately, hatred and anger were no longer bothering me, maybe the mess is there because I just can't accept the fact that I am the one who is acting like an idiot.

My happiness and sadness is fighting fiercely within me, and none of them is on the losing side... I have lost my target of my life, and now trying hard to fix it back, and what I hope is that time can be the cure for it...