nothing much

just type for the sake of typing, won't say that I hate typing, is just that there isn't anything big happening nowadays as it's during the winter holiday. As my dear classmates are enjoying themselves in Taipei(envy), I spent most of my time sleeping, as a cure for my liver, which is being pushed to the limit haha, luckily I didn't die during that period of time -.-''' anyway, as suggested by some of my classmates, I will be adding some chinese blog to this page, so might be a bit mixed.... ya I guess that's all, nothing much XD

被點名啦XD

1.我的大名: 李乃中 2.我的生日: 5/6
3.誰傳給你的: Eric ㄏㄏ
4.說出五個好朋友: (排名不分先後.) Eric, Grace, Angela, Nicholas, Liza (and many many moreXD)
6.生日想要得到什麼禮物: 家人+朋友+妳的祝福XD
7.近期開心的事：期末考完啦!!!!
8.近期壓力大的事:期末考…..物理….@#$%^&&^%$#
9.未來想做什麼啊: 做回自己,孝順父母,給身邊的人幸福.
10.有沒有喜歡的人: 家人+朋友+妳XD
11.同學會要回去找老師嗎: 會的
12.跟誰出去最幸福：跟朋友出去是快樂的幸福,跟家人一起是溫暖的幸福,跟愛人在一起是無限的
幸福XD
13.如果你的兩個好友吵架了：ㄏㄏ幫他們一起吵? 當然是勸架!!
14.跟情人出去最想去哪 : 跟情人出去就是幸福^ ^
15.聖誕節要做啥: 巧克力= =+
16.最想跟誰過聖誕節: 朋友
17.有沒有起床氣： 沒有
18.有幾個兄弟姐妹：獨子
19.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：許惠欣的<學會>
20.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : 我還能愛誰
21.喜歡什麼顏色：綠色
22.上廁所會不會先沖水：裡面有東西嗎?
23.愛不愛我：愛誰啊= =+
24.喜歡男生還是女生：女生
42.最想大聲說什麼：我想變回在新加坡時的自己!!!
43.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：當然敢,難道要憋死不成= =
44.上廁所會不會脫褲褲：看情況吧
46.誰很欠打: Mr王
47.現在很迷什麼：電腦= =
48.睡相很差：ㄏㄏ不方便回答
49.現在的時間：3:45pm
50.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人: 哪會=]
51.體重多少：ㄟ,保密!!!
52.今天天氣：不像冬天= =
53.你懷孕了嗎：想墮胎了!!我的肚子太大啦…啊!!!!
54.你若中樂透最想做什麼：投資= =+
55.大學生一定要玩的活動：有啥就玩啥
56.你而家係到做緊咩呀：我再填這份東西啊
57.你性格怎樣：你們覺得呢?
58.現在的你，最喜歡得到的東西是什麼：快樂

1.是誰傳給你這份問卷的：Eric
2.你們認識多久呢：1年多一點點
3.你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎：一生都想珍惜的buddyXD
4.你與他(她)的關係是：朋友
5.請問他(她)的興趣是：周杰倫(我沒說錯吧),籃球
6.你覺得他(她)的個性如何：單純,用功,不放棄,欠缺一些堅強(加油!)
7.他(她)在你心目中是幾分：無限啊!!

＊睡覺前第一件事：洗手間
＊起床前第一件事：把眼睛張開
＊你的偶像是：本來有,現在沒了
＊你喜歡的季節: 秋天
＊你打工過嗎：沒有(哭)
＊打工次數：0
＊你想去的國家：法國,日本
＊你討厭什麼樣的個性：自視清高,看不起人,特別是心機重的人!!
＊你會抽菸嗎： 不會
＊你會喝酒嗎：很少
＊你常哭嗎：很久沒哭了,很想….
＊你常笑嗎：能笑就要盡量的笑!
＊你喜歡去哪兒玩：跟朋友去哪都好
＊去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎：比較喜歡有個伴
＊是假日時你都睡到幾點：12點以前
＊今天的天氣是（晴 雨 陰）：晴.
＊朋友和情人你會選擇：不好意思,我是個典性的重色輕友之人,可是朋友有難義不容辭
＊機會和命運你會選擇：命運
＊你很自戀嗎：不會
＊你有穿過耳洞嗎：沒
＊這問卷多不多：還好
＊要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點：開心過生活
＊喜歡吃冰嗎：好吃啊!!
＊現在幸福嗎：很幸福
＊最在乎哪幾個朋友: 是朋友就會在乎
＊房間裡最重要的東西是什麼：溫暖的感覺
＊最常夢到什麼：很久沒做夢了,不過最近有夢到妳XD
＊男(女)人精神出軌要不要原諒他(她)：定義please
＊你認為人生的意義是什麼：活出自我
＊聽甚麼歌一定會流淚： 對不起謝謝
＊你一直都相信自己既選擇嗎? ：既然選擇了就不要懷疑
＊你愛的人不愛你的話,要過多久才可以不再愛他/她?： 看人
＊你的初戀係幾時: 去年
＊你想幾歲結婚? 順其自然
＊你對朋友有什麼看法?: 謝謝你們
＊你e+對你前度男友/女友 仲有冇感覺le?：沒有
＊你答完尼d問題之後會做咩啊? : 等吃飯ㄏㄏ

AH!!

Am I.... am I..... ok??
Eh... about this question.... the answer should be .... not sure...
I am a bit scare right now, afraid of doing something wrong, afraid of not giving the best I could.... afraid of annoying someone.... since when have I become so scared, how should I explain all the mess feelings in my heart now... or should I not define them and just let the time wash it away, honestly saying.... I don't know.... Since when, I started to think so much, and why my heart is in a mess.... I thought I should be alright already, not haven't I. I should be alright by now, I must and I will..... ><

Brainwash

I really need a brainwashing session, and I need it desperately!

I think the problem is with me, for not having the right mindset to start with.

I realli nid some help...... or I afraid my heart would lose control again, as my heart will be in a mess again if the situation is as bad.... is it realli that necessary to keep a relationship to such a low profile that you can't bear it anymore? I am not those kind of person who would "surpress" my feeling until a specific time and then let it out, if I like a person, I would show my love to her whenever possible, not like strangers just not to let the others know. I don't want to give her any trouble, as she is already trying her best. However, why is it that my heart is bleeding again... it is not that she is hurting me, I am hurting myself. My past is hunting me like a nightmare, I can't control my passion anymore, it's like bursting out although I tried to resist it, but honestly saying, it's very hard for me... to have the strength to surpress it any longer... I want to give her all the best I can, but the fact is that the reality that I am facing in this new school it's making it difficult for me... Everyone is so innocent(maybe some are not), so innocent to the extent that it's is troubling me. My heart has long lost it's direction, but there is one thing for sure, it's that the feeling I have for her is real, and I am willing to do anything for her to make her happy.

I hate myself, I am behaving like a jerk, do I have the right to enjoy this sense of happiness... I don't want to hurt her, I want to give her the best things I could give. Sometime I have this weird feeling, I hope that someone can literary "stab" my heart such that the emotions could be surpressed forever, and I will never be sad again.......

And a special thank to Eric who is always willing to help me XD

The wine named love

To me, love is just a glass of wine.
A glass full of low quality wine makes you drunk, and makes you headache.
A wine with good quality makes you feel a little bit dizzy, but the feeling is good.
It is not advisable to finish a bottle of good quality wine in just one gulp,
enjoy it, preserve it, and adore it.
Let the silky wine slips down your throat, and immerse yourself in the sense of comfort.
Let your heart sink, sinking into the world of paradise.

Can I?

Can I, ask for more that I shouldn't ask for?
Or, Should I just let it happen when it's time?
I really enjoy the days that I am having now, but I guess the evil side within me is no longer in control. I appreciate the feelings that I am having now, for this is a life that I long expecting for since last year, a peace and fulfilling life.

Happy New Year!!

New year, new beginning! So, why not leave behind all the sad things that happened last year and start a new chapter XD The first wish of the year......I WANT TO PASS MY PHYSIC!!!!AH!!!!! I don't want to take it again for the next term, becuase it's driving me crazy and burning my money to ashes!! Anyway, back to the happy side of life, wish everyone a fulfilling year, and hope that everything goes smoothly =]